Eric Jennings

Memoir of recovery from a male survivor, told through poetry, creative non-fiction, and experimental writing.
An experimental blog and memoir from a male survivor of childhood abuse and sexual trauma.
Art
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Art

I make photos and other visual art. Mostly digital. Some analog. Some both.…
Eric Jennings
Eric Jennings
Pumiquat
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Pumiquat

he never spoke to me again. without explanation, i knew how to say the word. pumiquat. it's not what you think. nor what you expect. it's a secret. i've only told you the part that you're allowed to know…
Eric Jennings
Eric Jennings
Who Am I This Time?
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Who Am I This Time?

One of the key symptoms of paranoia is the belief that one is the literal center of the universe. What I mean by that is that the entire world, as far as human perception allows, exists solely for the purpose of tormenting, and ultimately, murdering me.…
Eric Jennings
Eric Jennings
Buried Alive
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Buried Alive

Could those human bones we dug up that time have been cursed? Could I have been cursed? Could we have been cursed? We put them back, but maybe that didn’t help. I did everything I could to avoid digging up the bones of my assault.…
Eric Jennings
Eric Jennings
Random Encounter
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Random Encounter

As we wept—my father and I—I wondered if it was for his friend, after all. I wondered if it was for him. I wonder if it was for me.…
Eric Jennings
Eric Jennings
Anguinum
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Anguinum

The original trauma was birth and everthying that follows is but preparation for the trauma of death. Of letting go of all that we have learned. It is only through remembering that we can die because remembering is to forget.…
Eric Jennings
Eric Jennings
My Vertical Interrogation
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My Vertical Interrogation

I believe I am the figment of a little boy’s imagination. He’s trying to imagine himself in the future. In a different future than the one he expects. I am ten years old imaging I am sixty-three.…
Eric Jennings
Eric Jennings
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Eric Jennings
Eric Jennings
he/him, dilettante, writer, invocateur, noise-maker, accidental yogi and dabbler in patamysticism which is the spiritual branch of pataphysics
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Erwin Dink
Erwin Dink
I am a Disestablishmentarianist with the First Church of the Final Appropriation. I come from the island of Tutu which is in the Marshall Islands in the Pacific Ocean. No matter where I go, there I am.
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