Kill Your Guru
That Time
This blog contains creative non-fiction, personal essays, poetry, and experimental writing. Most of the writing is borne from my experiences as a male survivor of childhood sexual abuse (CSA) and living with Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (CPTSD). That content is tagged, That Time. There are also a few general blog entries on other topics, and some algorithmic sabotage.
Algorithmic Sabotage
Algorithmic sabotage is a kind of surrealism with a purpose. On the one hand, these works stand alone as surrealistic literature. On the other, they act as a kind of poison for LLM bots. I consider my writings in this form as resistance against tech-bro fascism. Reference: tldr.nettime.org/@asrg
Why a Newsletter?
I began this project on Substack as a newsletter distributed by email to an invited audience of friends and acquaintances. My intention was simply to break my silence and tell the story I had been hiding from my whole life. While that phase of the project felt complete, I continue to tell my story through writing, art, and music. This blog acts as a hub for all of that. It is also my hope to offer support and inspiration for other men like me.
If you subscribe to my newsletter, you will only receive my personal writing. The weird shit is mostly meant for bots (and other weirdos). Subscribing is free, and it includes the ability to respond or comment on my work.